Insanely sane… Surviving qualmless.

Insanely sane… Surviving qualmless.
I'm not a perfect person, But I never meant to do those things; And so I have to say before I go, That I just want myself to know. I've found out a reason for me,; To change who I used to be A reason to start over new, and the reason is you. I've found a reason to show, A side of me you didn't know; A reason for all that I do, Before I let you go...

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Intrigued.











I find myself at peace

Engulfed in the brief darkness that envelopes,

As I switch off all the lights to go out;

Before I open the door.

 

I search for myself in the memories

The epitome of purity as a child,

When I lay alone with a story book ;

Blissfully oblivious of my future.

 

I experience only myself within me

As sleep engulfs all my worries,

As I lay aside my work;

Letting sleep kiss my closed eyelids.

 

I marvel at my chaste smile

As my little brother runs up to me,

And takes my hand lovingly, unaware of

The turmoil that has left me restless for days.

 

I marvel at my vivacity

When all my friends come up to my place,

And I strive to meet all their needs;

And entertain them at my best.

 

I revere at my sense of respect

When the old grandma blesses me everyday,

As I touch her feet and she places her hand on my head;

Before setting out for the weary day at college.

 

I wonder at the transparency of my tears

As didi’s memories suddenly engulf me at midnights,

Causing a steady stream of restless tears;

Searching for her amidst this wilderness.

 

I tremble as I loathe myself

The sweet memories that tarnished my innocence,

Snatched away my dear sister.

Amazed as I still perceive glimpses of me,

Which I thought was lost forever;

Amidst this intricate shadow left of myself.

 

 

My sems have ultimately finished. :)


Please do read and comment on my efforts if you find this post popping up anywhere near you :P

24 comments:

akanksha said...

Amazing!!! I don't have words to praise this poetry:)
Ur words make me believe u're such an angel.

Hope all's well!
Take care!
>:D<

Brosreview said...

Brilliant! Easily, one of your best works. You have written this carefully expressing the heartfelt emotions. Well done!!!

Most of the people go through this stage at least once in their life time. Nicely expressed!

Keep them coming!!!

The Pink Orchid said...

this was oh so wonderful..had me nodding my head throughout..

BrownPhantom said...

Beautiful written words. There was a hint of melancholy throughout. Really good one .

comfortably numb said...

tht was a real gud read...sometimes we do wonder @ how we mold ourselves accordingly...it's almost like watching urself from afar go about doing things mechanically!!!

Mayz said...

when one writes from d heart thr r no words a reader can think of to praise d lines for there r no words worthy enuff to praise a feelin...

these r ur feelings penned down so all i can do is jus bow n maybe if u allow wipe ur tears

god bless ya *hugs*

THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA said...

nicely done..hey ,visit my blog :) there is something for you :)

Walker said...

Deep and you understand what you are feeling.
One more step and you will stop blaming yourself.

Chriz said...

ennamaa kannu orey kalakals dhaan with poetic magic these days..

transparency of tears- good thinking..

Mahesh Sindbandge said...

Thats simply beaituful diya...

I advice you , don't visit my blog when i write poems..

Mere poems to kuch bhi nahi, jab tumhare poems dekhta hoon...


cheers

Diya said...

@ Akanksha
Oh! Thank you very much dear. :)
Do keep visiting. :)
Thanxx. :)

Diya said...

@ Brosereview
Huh...! U...? :O
Hey coming from you thats a great compliment...! Wow! :D
Thanxxxxx :P

Diya said...

@ The Pink Orchid
Thankk you so muccch, glad that you liked it. :)

Diya said...

@ BrownPhantom
Thank you so much, glad that you liked it.
Welcome to my blog, Thanxx for visiting and commenting. :)
Do keep visiting. :)
Thanxx :)

Diya said...

@ Comfortably numb
Yeah, you just got it. It is really so, when we are onlookers to ourselves!
Thanxxx :)

Diya said...

@ Mayz
Thank you sooo muccch. :)
A hug really helps Huzzzzzzzs. :)
Thanxx :)

Diya said...

@ Abhik
Thanxx dude. :)
Yeah sure, I definitely will. :)
Thanxx. :)

Diya said...

@ Walker
Hoping so...
Thanxx :)

Diya said...

@ Chriz
Yeah, he he ;)
bdw, Nice pic ;)
Thanxx :)

Diya said...

@ Anubhav
You need a slap?
Chup kar, ok?

Cheers :)

(¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...

very well done... I like the photos too :-)

Diya said...

@ Raaji
Hey welcome to my blog, thanks for visiting and commenting.
Do keep visiting. :)
Thankxx :)

Anonymous said...

awesume... spellbound... i am sure tht presi professor would hve been clean bold had he would hv casted a glance 2 this poem!!!:-D..

Diya said...

@ C
he he, lol Yeah I guess ;)
That was some experience!! lol
Thanxx :)