Insanely sane… Surviving qualmless.

Insanely sane… Surviving qualmless.
I'm not a perfect person, But I never meant to do those things; And so I have to say before I go, That I just want myself to know. I've found out a reason for me,; To change who I used to be A reason to start over new, and the reason is you. I've found a reason to show, A side of me you didn't know; A reason for all that I do, Before I let you go...

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Eternal Ethics.


Eternal harmony played on taut

As I reinforced myself to face

The best of struggles raging within me

Blessed be the stars that have perked up

To witness me, and me alone

In this quest to freeing myself.

 

Two opposite horizons playing tough

None losing a chance to tease.

The constant struggle to keep up,

Whatever was left of the expectant

To stare at the blissful expecting.

 

Where have my senses fled

To somewhere unknown

Absence of ethics might have helped

Getting over the fight.

It’s shattering me.

 

Squeezing me Tight

Nothing left to give anymore

I’m sold, sold to my destiny.

Neither ethics nor senses helped

When I turned to give it a final shot.

 

3.15am, 22nd March, Sunday.


Will be away from blogging of a few days, will be out of station... will be missing yea... :(



Please do read and comment on my efforts if you find this post popping up anywhere near you :P

15 comments:

Mahesh Sindbandge said...

That is quite thoughtful...

ur struggle with the very u..

good one....
wish i could write so good like you...

many posts of mine get the less of it just bcuz i don't put up a poem along with the post..:(

Good one..:)

Anya said...

utilitarianism rocks...

and the potic thoughts just flowed like honey


chriz

Pallav said...

Well written..
infact earnestly n very thoughtfully written..
must tell u u hv a great sense of playing with words..
keep it up...
hv fun n nice day...

Cheers :)

Pallav

Keshi said...

love the way u write Diya!

**Absence of ethics might have helped
Getting over the fight

WOW so profound!


hv a good trip and come bak soon!

Keshi.

Diya said...

@ Anubhav
I am flattered re :P
Thanks :)

Diya said...

@ Pallav
Yo Cheers :)

Diya said...

@ Chriz
Yeah, we and out chronic thoughts rock :P
Thanks dude :)

Diya said...

@ Keshi
I am back :)
Thankxx :)

rainboy said...

looks like u wrote what i was feeling...
tc and be back soon

Diya said...

@ 007
I am back already :)
Yeah, these phases are common to many :)
Thankxx :)

rainboy said...

yes we all go through these phases...but You can always climb a ladder, One step higher than the one you’ve stepped to.just getting in the shower is a step in itself.

Grow from here.
Take lessons, write.
Play.
Paint.
Get a second job, get out of debt, you can always get drunk.
Money makes this sad thing turn, you gotta make some or find another way.
Don’t explain, incorporate.
Forget calling people friends, just their names.
Don’t think too much about what they say.
Talk to yourself when someone’s listening.
Throw the grenade.
Eat the forbidden apple.
Live where no one wants to.
Embrace pain.
Live.

Diya said...

@ 007
Is this supposed to a advice? Then it is a very apt one to give me.

"Eat the forbidden apple.
Live where no one wants to.
Embrace pain.
Live."
These are the words that I had been looking forward to, as an advice from someone maybe. And you gave them to me. Itz the forbidden that forbids. Not the unforbidden that restricts. and it is indeed the forbidden that is the most interesting of the lot.And yes Friends tend to come closer, isn't it? Yo so its better not to let place have the distinction.Loved it, and took it. Wow, thanks for giving me some light. :)

rainboy said...

well i get carried away sometimes...
forbidden has always been the most interesting and tempting ...

loved that you took it...

give me a wide smile now.

tc and have a nice day

Diya said...

@ oo7
Hey, I just left something for you in your blog as comment.
Please, check it out.
Well, I will not say that I have always loved and adored the forbidden... But yes, it does seem fascinating now. I have always been a very dutiful child, who has never strayed towards the forbidden... But I cant certainly predict the future...
A smile for you... he he.:)
Bye. Keep visiting.

rainboy said...

that's the attitude girl.
stop making plans...be spontaneous.Life's will be too much fun.

No one can predict the future...As i said stop worrying ...start living.

i will be here whenever i can.

tc
BTW:i read you comment.But where should i reply to you.