Insanely sane… Surviving qualmless.

Insanely sane… Surviving qualmless.
I'm not a perfect person, But I never meant to do those things; And so I have to say before I go, That I just want myself to know. I've found out a reason for me,; To change who I used to be A reason to start over new, and the reason is you. I've found a reason to show, A side of me you didn't know; A reason for all that I do, Before I let you go...

Thursday, April 23, 2009

She cries, Abused.

The sultry afternoon

Failed to dampen the spirits

Razing within the souls.

Harassing dampening killing

The little futures around.

It’s horrendous, it’s horrible

They scream. They try to scream against.

They stretch their hands.

They try to touch me.

To console me.


But why should you?

He didn’t think while doing this,

Why are you thinking now?

The broken cannot be put together,

It is smashed, my spirits.

It crawls under my skin.

Every time the memories

Return to haunt me again.

The trauma I had undergone

The soddenness I felt

When he de-sanctified me.

But I was naïve,

He told me it was natural

Then is the unnatural better?

Leave me to myself

Oh Lord!

It has been a nightmare,

To revive it is nightmarish.

Why did you deflower me?

Robbing me of my innocence,

Weren’t you my father, dad?

You gave me life

You snatched it away too.

I will never be able to get over this.

You will never be able to undo what you did.


Please do read and comment on my efforts if you find this post popping up anywhere near you :P


Mahesh Sindbandge said...

Hey me first and this is my comment here :P

For someone who went through a lot, can seriously find herself in this girl's shoes and i was able to put myself in her shoes and i indeed understood how it feels...

This is how few children turn into something which they were not , when something terrible like this happens in life....

Good one, in fact flow was maintanined very well..:)

Keep writing...:)

Pallav said...

U know.. the one incidence in life can change are whole life..
yesterday i read abt Rubina.. the Oscar Girl.. n felt very bad..
same we need to see things frm every aspect..
i m empathic n i always think abt odrs which becomes hell sometime for me..
yes i can understand the pain..
very well pen down... with infrangible words...

wud like to appreciate the concern..
n First time visited.. i liked it...

Cheers :)

Priya Joyce said...

this was touching..I almost cried :(

Mayz said...

such things r hidden, buried under d sands of time...

when they shud b brought out in d open...its crime in one of its worst forms...even capital punishment cant do justice to smthn like this...

its hurts to c a child being robbed of innocence n sanctity...a child is a gift to this world from god so this means cheatin god...

Diya said...

@ Anubhav
Kudos for being first :)
Yes, I just tried to bring out feeling on the part of a child so horrifically harassed...!

Diya said...

@ Pallav
Thanks for the Visit and welcome to my blog :)
Yeah, Rubina sort of inspired me. The worst part of the thing is the people who do such acts don't understand the trauma the child feels, and that keeps the horrific chain on!
Neways, Thanks :) Do keep visiting :)

Diya said...

@ Priya Joyce
Thanks for commenting :)

Diya said...

@ Mayz
Cheating god... but the people who are devout followers of God do these..!
Children are the innocence personified in the world, robbing them of their innocence means robbing the world of its innocence.
Thanks :)

Brosreview said...

Hmm, very heartfelt this one!!! It is great to know that you brought this up and expressed it in a clear manner.

Pardon me, but not most girls go past love based themes in poetry or songwriting (you must be aware). You have gone "at least" a mile ahead. Good on you!!!

I like the dialogue style of writing. And, then of course, anyone who knows me shall attest to my strong liking for Q&A structures.

A few lines repeated in alternate perspective intensifies the entire poem. Very well-written!!!

You must be made aware that this tends to lean towards prose at times. Mind you, that's not bad at all!!! For such themes based on social issues, I reckon prose helps to convey the message quite clearly, frankly.

Well done!!! Keep writing!!!

Diya said...

@ Brosreview
Hey, I read your comment at least 10 times...! lol... long long comment, ha ha :)
Thanks for liking it, and I`ve gone a mile ahead...!! omg, thats unbelievable... he he ;)
Yeah, I don't know you much, but hope to know more :)
Neways, Thank you very much :)

Brosreview said...

Pass me your e-mail ID (err... am I crossing the line here?). I do not reveal much about my songs publicly. My comments are moderated. So, leave your ID as a comment and I shall not publish it. Then, I shall e0-mail while free. Cheers!!!

k.ø.c.h.ü said...

dat was coool

Diya said...

@ Kochu
Thanxx dude. :)