Insanely sane… Surviving qualmless.

Insanely sane… Surviving qualmless.
I'm not a perfect person, But I never meant to do those things; And so I have to say before I go, That I just want myself to know. I've found out a reason for me,; To change who I used to be A reason to start over new, and the reason is you. I've found a reason to show, A side of me you didn't know; A reason for all that I do, Before I let you go...

Tuesday, March 31, 2009


Ummm… well, in fact… I intended ummm… hmmm… sorry… but please forgive me because am fumbling for proper words to express myself because well, I am writing this post without any purpose just to establish my purpose that I really have no purpose behind writing this excerpt except to prove the fact that a purpose is not always needed to establish a purpose. I am getting damn confused by this lack of purpose of mine behind this purpose. Please forgive me for this aimless purpose of this purpose of mine. This thought first stemmed into my mind while reading a specific lengthy writing by William Wordsworth, in which the poet claims that he had no purpose behind writing! Well the text continues thus…

“…Not that I mean to say, that I always began to write with a distinct purpose formally conceived; but I believe that my habits of meditation have so formed my feelings, as that my descriptions of such objects as strongly excite those feelings, will be found to carry along with them a purpose…”

…now, I did not quote ‘him’ for any specific purpose but just to bring out the fact that I was inspired to this purposeless purpose of mine just by his purposelessness of purpose. Now, after going through these lines of this great poet I just couldn’t come to any conclusion behind the purpose as to why this lengthy purposeless text full of seventeen solid pages of purposeless rantings were being taught to us with the purposeful zeal that no professor ever had behind any text! I just can’t find any purpose as to why to have a purpose behind every ranting of mine, might as well they be purposeless as well! Tired of being a dutiful purposeful child, I now beg to differ from that purpose of mine and resume a life of purposelessness. Now it is posing a dilemma for me as to decide upon the degree of authenticity of this purposeless resolve of mine. Now, it is upto you to judge… that this purposeless purpose of mine that I have resolved to undertake, is this really purposeless? Or isn’t it that I am embarking on this resolve with a definite purpose to be purposeless always?... well… ummm… hmmm sorry… but I am damn confused…!



Sorry, but if you find yourself confused and purposeless after reading this purposeless excerpt then… please go on and read it again, and this time definitely, with a PURPOSE…!


1.29 am, 31st March.

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