Insanely sane… Surviving qualmless.

Insanely sane… Surviving qualmless.
I'm not a perfect person, But I never meant to do those things; And so I have to say before I go, That I just want myself to know. I've found out a reason for me,; To change who I used to be A reason to start over new, and the reason is you. I've found a reason to show, A side of me you didn't know; A reason for all that I do, Before I let you go...

Friday, August 14, 2009


I have been missing her terribly for the last few days. So this is something for the most beloved, best friend of my life!

What does she mean to somebody? What has she bestowed you with? Whom do you think about first when you open your eyes and usher the light of a new day unto your sight? Whose face do you crave for most in the face of your troubles? Whom do you return to at the end of the day, after you have a lump of hurt emotions and crushed ego after the day long struggle? And how do you feel when you can’t even return?

To someone, for whom love never knew no bounds…

It has been a long time mother;

Since I had seen you last.

You touched me then,

As you had never felt me before.

You begged me not to return

But I; then in the security

Of your presence

Understood you not!

It has been long now

That I have missed your healing touch,

As I lie ailing by.

Burdened with the gift of life

That you had bestowed on me before.

New soars have been inflicted again

And again and again…

As your words come to book.

I want you again mother;

After it has been a long time

That I have yearned thither.

In the longing soars of your love,

Hurt by the lashing waves,

You had always protected me from.

Come here to me mother,

Come back to me

It had been a long time mother,

I had been sharing you with somebody other!

Truth lurks behind these words;

Though no eavesdropper can hear;

Nor can anybody decipher my monologue,

This for me proves the better;

You are mine, and no one else’s.

It had really been a long time Mother!

Please do read and comment on my efforts if you find this post popping up anywhere near you :P


Rane (The Orchid with All Shades Pink) said...

awwwweee...mommy is missing you too.. i am sure.. god bless..


Mahesh Sindbandge said...

Very touching.....

every thing a child feels for the mother is covered here... :)

Mom is missing you diya :)


comfortably numb said...

Diya, that touched chords...too often we take the family esp mom for's only wen the going gets tough and we are far away that we realize what she's worth!!!

Aparna said...

Very poignant, being a mother, I appreciate this all the more.
Just a little suggestion, instead of 'mother' if you had used a more common word like 'ma' or 'mom', perhaps it would have been better. People hardly use 'mother' in their daily conversations.

BrownPhantom said...

That was truly heart felt..And with a deep tinge of sadness too..
Very well done ..

sawan said...

so very touching!!

joie de vivre said...

read it out to your mom.

abhi said...

Hi Its a excellent post. There will be nobody who wont love their mother, because every is precious

Diya said...

@ Kajji
She does... always :)
Thanxx :)

Diya said...

@ Anubhav
Yeah, definitely
Thanxx :)
PS. I am thinking about your proposal and will be contacting you soon gablu. :)

Diya said...

@ CN
hmmm, I hope you got the msg then :P
Thanxx :)

Diya said...

@ Aparna
Hey, welcome to my blog. :)
Ummm... well, I did think about that. And I made it "mother" intentionally, coz that provides a much deeper effect according to me. :)
Nevertheless, thanxx for your suggesation. Thanxx for visiting and commenting. Do keep visiting.
Thanxx :)

Diya said...

@ Brown Phantom
Thanxx dude. :)

Diya said...

@ Sawan
Thanxx :)

Diya said...

@ Joie
Ummm... will think about that. :P
Thanxx :)

Diya said...

@ Abhi
Hey thanxx for visiting and commenting. :)
I once knew a namesake of yours too. :)
Nevertheless, do keep visiting.
Thanxx once again. :)

Brosreview said...

This is heartfelt! Keep writing!!!